hey so ya start work at Jills today.. im so nervous. im leaving this summer im so excited... am going to Williams Lake in a week and a half with James n Derek.. should be weird.. ya so wish me luck today after school loveeee everybody....xoxoxoxox

So now i know. I am no longer employed at Petro Canada, For RETARDED reasons unmentioned. Whatever, now i can see my mom this summer. Getting outta here is waaay more important than that job anyway. But i might apply at Vallance pottery to work maybe until July. Yesterday was the worst day of my life, todays not peachy keen either. Hopefully wont be here next year. might just stay in the coast with my mom and Tash. Why? Things just arent working out for me up here. To much Drama for my liking, cant get a job.... I just feel like my days are being wasted with doing absolutely nothing. Down in the coast i would be able to see my mom and my godparents everyday, and I would have MUCH better chances of getting a job, too. And me and Tash wuld be going to the same school. I dont know... this whole situation im in (youd only kno if ur in the circle of trust) and now the job thing.... its all knida like a last line for me. There should not be this much bulls**t all the time... i dont care HOW small the town is. But the only draw back from moving is my friends. I dont know if i will be able to leave them.(Luv u guys) and it would be hard leaving Wayne, too. Oh well i'll think of something because i always do. Love everybody. Peace MF's

This is Bunk yo

yo.This lovely lady above is my friend Tash from the coast.OMG umm so i kinda bummed because i may no longer have the job that i never even started. i went to petro to find out when i work, and becky was all like ..." umm Barb will call you" and she never did call me back. so y and then i called to see about the staff meeting and apparently i am not needed so im not even going. w/e i think im going to apply at Jills (Vallance Pottery) and hopefully get a job. That would be awesome. anyways i had the wierdest dream yesterday that i lived at the end of a rainbow and i married a leprechaun. (sorry Wayne) and somebody stole our gold so i was crying .. then i finally saw the leprechaun's face and it was Taylor so i freaked out and ran back to my "human" house and Wayne stepped onme for marrying Taylor... weird huh? so ya Copperthorn is not as great as I thought he was.. But Hawkins.. hmmm........NOT. lol im so offended because Dana said that if Copperthorn was crying over me than he had a lotta crying ahead of him. isnt that mean? im so not mad but DHHHAAAANG shot to the heart! lol so i heard some potientally disturbing news! Sheila wants to move in with Derek! That is like my second home. Kaylana says that He wont listen to me, but i think that i can convince Derek of anything (if you know what i mean). well tootles, dears for my mind is beginning to go blank but i love you all so Farewell for now.........xoxoxoxox

song lyrics

THIS IS WHY IM HOT
THIS IS WHY IM HOT

IM FLY CUZ IM HOT
YOU AINT CUZ U NOT

THIS WHY IM HOT
THIS WHY IM HOT

might have a job.. am still ify keep ur fingers crossed

LOVE gee

Okay well i didnt watch any sweet movies, but i thought that i would go into more details about my book. So its called "she's come undone" by Wally Lamb and its starts out normal enough; a little girl is suffering through her parent's divorce, Then her mother is sent to a mental hospital and she is forced to live with her grandmother. Then unfortunately she is raped by this guy that lives in her building. So then she is so depressed that she gains a bunch of weight, and her mother is killed. Then she runs away, and she ends up having to go to the mental hospital just like her mom had to. well im not finished reading it yet, but now she is out of the mental hospital and in the middle of a bad marriage. So far, its a good book but kinda wierd and perverted in parts. so ya thats all folks .. Byyyeee (l)

Hey... Have not been feeling too well think im coming down with something.. or worse. I'm still fighting with Derek, too. ALSO I am reading this book called "She's come undone" by Wally Lamb. Its a really good book, BUT it is very wierd... not a g-rated book if u know what I mean. anyways I have work to do. Adios...LURRVE YA